Baby #4!
10 years ago
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tonight...
I have a ton of things running through my head and no words to put them down on paper. I think one word sums up how I am feeling right now and that is sad. I am totally at peace with what has happened. I know that it was for a reason but that does not make it any easier. I knwo that things will get better over time. Tonight I just need to feel sad.
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You can cry. No one will think lesser of you. Our Heavenly Father is there to take on your sorrow. The Lord felt so highly of you that he sent one of his choicest spirits to you. A spirit that was so valiant that they only needed a physical body for a very short time. You are favored of the Lord and even through loss he needed to show you what you mean to Him. If you ever need someone to talk to about what has happened, I have walked your road before. I would understand if you didn't want to, but the offer stands. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, Cat
I agree Jacki - we have the right to have some sad days. I am going to take a few days to just be sad before I even think about anything else. If you need to call just to cry, pls do! You guys are in our prayers
And Cat - that was so beautiful. I really needed to read it - Valerie
You are entitled to a good cry (or more) You , and Jeff and Val are in our prayers. We Love you so much. Things will get better.
P.S. this is not Jack it is Judy
I'm so sorry Jacki & Terence.
Here are the words to one of my favorite songs, not to make things better, but to know that I'm thinking of you guys at this time:
I believe that everything happens for a reason. We’re not just tossed by the wind, or left in the hands of fate. But sometimes life sends a storm that’s unexpected and we’re forced to face our deepest pain.
When I feel the heartache begin to pull me under, I dig my heels in deep and I fight to keep my ground. Still at times the hurt inside grows stronger and there’s nothing I can do but let out...
Just let me cry.
I know it’s hard to see, but the pain I feel isn’t going away today.
Just let me cry, till every tear has fallen.
Don’t ask when and don’t ask why.
Just let me cry.
When I agreed that God could put this heart inside me, I understood that there would be a chance that it would break. But I know, He knows exactly how I’m feeling and I know in time He’ll take the pain away.
But for now... Just let me cry.
I know it’s hard to see, but the pain I feel isn’t going away today.
Just let me cry, till every tear has fallen.
Don’t ask when and don’t ask why.
Just let me cry.
I’ve felt joy, the kind that makes my heart want to sing and so my tears are not a surrender, I’ll feel that way again.
But for now...for this moment...
Just let me cry.
I know it’s hard to see. but the pain I feel isn’t going away today.
Just let me cry, till every tear has fallen.
Don’t ask when and don’t ask why.
Just let me cry.
I believe that everything happens for a reason
-Just Let Me Cry by Hilary Weeks
I love you guys!
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