Baby at 32 weeks

When I first found out I was pregnant I had grand plans to blog weekly about what was going on with me and this pregnancy so I would have a record of it when all was said and done.  I have not been good about it.  Again there is some kind of mental block where it's just hard for me to think or talk about.  I am so excited to have another baby and am thrilled that Tyson is on his way but with my miscarriages last year I think I just have my guard up more.  I had my 32 week check up today and everything looks great!  I think total for my entire pregnancy I have only gained 13 pounds (you probably could not tell by looking at me) I am measuring right on where I should be, my blood pressure was good and Tyson's heart beat was 125.  My doctor said anything between 110 and 170 is good with him.  I go back in 2 weeks from today for an ultrasound and am really excited for that!  I am torn between not wanting this pregnancy to be over and dying for it to be over. 

Since it's our last I'm a little sad but at the same time pregnancy is HARD WORK!  My hips fall asleep at night, I can't sleep on my stomach or back, your hungry and tired all the time.  This week my feet have started falling asleep anytime I am sitting down because my blood flow is not so great.  But as I type this Tyson is kicking me and rolling around and for anyone who has been pregnant you know that is one of the coolest feelings ever. 

I know he will be here before we know it so I guess I should just slow down, stop wishing time away and enjoy the last couple of weeks of this pregnancy.